我的最爱始终不变

是的，就是她。 我们最近通过电邮，说了一些事。 我真的好开心。她原来已经换名了。

I went to the ZOO - OO - oo

seriously yesh, i went to the zoo. it was fun. could have been fun-ner... IF i wasn't having my PMS and if the company wasn't boring..

Yes, you've all guessed it. i was with Mr Boring Fish aka BF. sigh... made my day worse, when the Old Man (from now on, i'm calling him OM aka my boss) is bugging me with SMSes. his fave mode of comm.

Yes, Sharon, i was feeling down due to work these 2 days contributed by PMS as well. Just felt that i've been exploited enuf. dun even know if i can last till Aug. Anyone wana place bets? =) you might win...

Doesn't help further when your semi-biz ignores you, flies ur kite AND escapes to KL. sigh.. = TERRIGIBLE.

oh well, that summarises my week. my "Acting MD" week. certainly is unexciting.

Alien: pls quickly choose ur bday pressie. while stocks lasts. =)

uttering rubbish

In all honesty, i really dunno what to say. I am plain bored. i ll be uttering rubbish for this post.

the Dwarves had another bbq at eve's place on 110206. everyone has grown so much since NY days, and needless to say, we all ve our own lives by now. with or without biz, we do ve our own lives.

Shea is already in primary one. Xinni has moved on very well in all sense.
Eve has been working non-stop since january 2004 at her current place and ve progressed very well too (in all sense)
MF remains screwed in all sense too.
Agnes is workng way too hard for an unworthy company, and love pretty confusingly too. but agnes is berry strong to withan all these nonsense from the company especially.
Xueying remains undecisive and irritating MF most of the time.
Huini is as disciplined as ever.
Yumei..... is the same. flowery heart and jian. Progressing berry well at work.
and yes! yumei now has a new born nephew on V day. gong xi gong xi.

laughing at agnes again!!!! hahahaha

hahaha!!!!! cannot tahan agnes' joke. everytime i read the sweet romantic sms, i feel so sweet but yet i cant stop laughing at it!!!! it really is TOO FUNNY.

anyway, i don agree with agnes' theory of age matters. age does not matter!!!

are we still bbq-ing at eve's this sat? 21 jan 05?

yes, it has been a long time ...

Alamak, u already said that is a joke.. so be it. Don't dwell too much into it... and dun feel guilty of anything.

MF - Jac taught me a way to download movies, dramas.. etc. I can TRY find PARIS'& Tyra's shows for u now and burn them into CDs. Then u have no more excuses not to meet us to rush home watch simple life, ANTM..blah blah liao. :p

The rest of dwarves - when are we gonna have the next BBQ? i can't make it on the 14th coz of a farewell party i gotta attend.

Evelyn - where are u? sigh...

Lastly, I wanna share with everyone of you something very important to me: I have been baptised on 8 Jan (Sun). :D

The Joke of My Life - I mean it...

This is an irony. A joke. No matter what MF and Sharon tells me to avoid HIM, i refuse to listen, only to get beaten in the end. All of you (with the exception of dear Evelyn) knows and have seen this by now. I want to delete all things gross from my hp, therefore engraving this landmark of my life on the blog. Where all in the universe can witness to HIS sms...

HIM:

Darling... i'm tired of pretending my feelings don't exist. I've been attracted to you for a long time. Sending you an sms every day on your better qualities only intensified my feelings until i had 2 stop cus i was afraid of falling in love with you. Now I've open up, i feel better. But don't worry.. i'm not putting myself betw u and ur bf. I only love you and have no intention of possessing u

me: I am the same age as ruth...

him: tt's y i was afraid

me: how can any of this be possible?

him: ... sigh...who can tell when it comes to feelings. love goes beyond physical attributes. But not to worry, i'm just happy to be in love... with the notion of being in love... n hope that i can inspire you to be a better person n more fulfilled

Next day - he smses: darling...

he replied: sorry foolish me. but just an honest expression on waking up... never to be repeated. I did tell you that i'll not come betw you and your bf. that was just an extension of being in love with the notion of being in love... sorry

This happened the eve of X'mas last year.

I believe there's a long history behind all this. I'm not interested to track. In fact, my guess is he was even at it during Kel's time. No wonder Kel was commenting that HE was acting like a possessive bf. Maybe men are sensitive, only Agnes is not.

geesh. It's all awkward now. If you ask me whether age matters in a r/s, i tell you it DOES.

more updates

where are all my dwarf frens? no one ve been blogging.

btw, TYN and myself ve regained contact somehow. Italian biz and myself oso 'patched' somehow. he is still the nicest person ard.

Ye xueying and myself ve lunches regularly and one fine day we accidentally bump onto gui wang. (so gross)

look forward to meet up with dwarves in full force again.

conclusion from huini, agnes, ye xueying abt TYN is: she saw my "wo ai yuni" nickname on msn (yes, i am on her msn list without realising it myself.)